Memento Mori

They don’t listen

Memento Mori

They don’t listen

Photo by Mathew MacQuarrie on Unsplash

The Problem:

My needs emotionally are not being met. Some of my other needs are just barely being met. There is no one to talk with, or spend time with. No one to hold my hand, or shows me love. I’ve had one hug, in like two years. I’m tired of the lack of effort, and respect being shown.

Remember you will die. You should show love, while you can. You should talk with me, and spend time with me. You should find out about me, know me, know the trouble in my way. You should work to understand me.

Tired of the world like it is. There is no love here. People get their emotional needs met from watching TV. This sucks. A real living person should be able to meet your needs. You should have someone that loves you.

They don’t seem to understand, or listen. I’ve begged for friends, and a girlfriend. They keep me in this house, and it feels like a damn cage. I want to make my life worth living. This life, is not a life that is worth living. It is a living death, damn zombie cat shit of an existence. They like it, but we want real living. We don’t want to watch about it on tv. That isn’t living.

I’m tired of laying on the sofa, bored out of my mind, with no where to go, and no one to talk with. There are no projects, or things that people will listen to me about. Damn it. They don’t pay attention. What the fuck is wrong with them? Are they really this stupid? They don’t ask questions, or talk about how to make it better. Damn it. They don’t think. Maybe, they are really so damn ruthless that they don’t care my needs are not being met? Are they? Are they really this cruel and ruthless? If that is the case, why keep them?

They would only make good servants. Never anything more than that. Tired of this, I wanted a companion. Wanted love, and kindness. What I got, is a lot of bad treatment. Feeling like, I’m better off dead. No one will miss me. Seems, no one in this world, gives a shit about me. That isn’t right, or kind.

Someone should care. This problem with the world, sucks. People matter.