A Life Uncommon

A Life Uncommon

Some truth. . .

Thinking

My life has not been common. Trying to figure out, if this is a good thing? Sometimes, I long for a life more normal. Yet, thinking about it, my life has not been easy, there has been a lot of rough days. It however is not a common life. It seems even my failures are uncommon.

Should have seen some kind of small success by now. Not going to. So it seems. It has not been a common life by any means. It has been fraught with many hardships. Many bad days. I just hope, that there is some success in the fact that my life is not common. ?

Hopefully it's not all bad? My hope is that it’s not uncommonly bad. I hope to think that there is some good from my living. I hope someone has found comfort in my existence, and my presence.

A life common may be something good. Much good comes from living a normal life. There is nothing wrong with that. So does that mean, I’m a failure? Maybe, some good will come from it all. I want good results.

I wanted to live a normal life. Complete with friends, and a wife. I wanted to have my family close, and have people that I matter to in my life. Seems, time has torn much apart. My hopes are to heal from this. And restore balance.

Maybe, some good will come from all this. My life has not been common. I just hope that there will be some good that comes from all this. I think, a life too common would be boring; yet, I long for a more normal life.

There is need for balance in these matters. A life uncommon can be good. When done correctly. If it is uncommonly good in nature. Maybe, my life has not been too terrible? I’ve done some stuff, that I regret. Maybe, what I regret most is the things that I should have done. Maybe, there is still time to make it right. One can hope.

I would like a little less pain in my life. The discomfort, has not been a pleasure. I would like to at least have a life that feels comfortable. Would like to make life better for everyone. We should all do what we can for each other.

You should read my work. I’ve spent a long time, thinking about this stuff. It is not common fodder. There maybe some value in it. If you think about it. Like it when people are thinking, and using their noggin. LoL.

Maybe, life will get better? Really hope so. Wanted to be loved. Seems even the lack of love is uncommon. I’m thankful for those that did show kindness. That is really appreciated. People should start to care again. The world needs to be a kinder place. Do what you can, be kind.