What Is Enough?
What Is Enough?
Seems there are lessons to be learned. . .

The Problem:
Seems, being a good person isn’t enough. They want more from us. Maybe, some people want what is right and true, while others just want their way.
Self Awareness
A person has to always be self aware of themselves. You don’t want to go down a bad path, and going down a bad path too long; hurts you.
If you are abusing yourself emotionally, it is a problem. You have to be self aware that you are abusing yourself like that, and stop hurting yourself. It is the only way to be sane. Seems just being a good person, is not enough.
You have to be super aware. It is a difficult balance between being humble, and respecting yourself. You want to be humble, but you also have the very real need to be respecting yourself enough that you are not abusing yourself emotionally. Be aware, have a care.
Seems some people, want to create situations, that are meant to destroy us. Really, there is no one in this world, that can be trusted. For my personally, I have lost confidence in the human race. Seems, sometimes a man must be an island. Seems, I didn’t learn until it was too late, and the results will show.
I’ve been treating myself like I don’t matter, like no one wants me, and no one needs me. Because that is the way they have made me feel. A real question to ask in situations like this, is my actions responsible for the way they treated me? Seems you have to take responsibility for yourself. This also means taking responsibility for not allowing people to make you feel like shit when they try to destroy you.
Really, a person has to have love, and kindness. Treat all with respect, and be loving. Even when they want to destroy you. What kind of peaceful solutions are there when dealing with tyrants? Seems, they want to control people, down to your every thought, and action.
You have to be self aware. Of every thought and action. It is enough to drive a person out of their mind. Slow going. You don’t want to rush the process. Yet, there are people, that don’t want you to think. Under-thinking is just as much a problem, as over thinking. Life is best left a mystery. Still if you can think, you should. Entertain yourself with good thoughts, and positive feelings.
Just remember that being a good person is not enough. They want more than that. They want a religious person. It is easier to control, and have power over you, and if you follow what they want, life will be better for you.
Be Aware, Have a Care
Care about the fellow beings in this world. Give them good things to fill their heads with. They want to be cared for, and loved. Giving them reason to feel good, and to be in the right and true; there is nothing better.
They want to feel safe. They want relief, and comfort. Seems, everyone wants to go away from this world. They won’t let up, and they want end the game. If they create situations that are designed to destroy us, we must resist that urge. This means doing what is difficult. Sometimes, impossible situations call for impossible choices. We want good results. So things have to change.
Conclusion
Being a good person is not enough. Everyone needs someone that will tell them the truth, and that will help them along the way. They want religious people that are JW’s. Seems, that is the only solution they will accept.
Be aware of when people set up situations that are designed to destroy you. Being self aware of yourself, and what is best, will save you a lot of grief. I’m trying to do better; yet, there is no one to talk with. Seems, I need to be a lot stronger than this. I should have listened.