Looking For An Exit?

Looking For An Exit?

The Matrix, is A Strange Place.

The Problem:

Happiness, is elusive. Seems if you're living in the future, like what life will be like when you get that job/wife/car/house/fame; you might miss the important things in life. What is success, and how can a person really define it? You try to put conditions on success, and it becomes just as elusive as happiness! Really the problem might come from putting conditions on such things.

Truth

For a person to like themselves, what is really required? You have to be able to like your own company, and have self control, and self mastery of yourself. You should be able to function without pissing off everyone you know.

Is lack of friends a sign of bad character? In today’s society, people are fractured. Everyone is divided, and separated. Either by distance, or by political views, or some trivial problem with the TV. Really, if you like yourself, then maybe people will be attracted to you, there is however, no guarantee about that idea.

The Heart Of The Matter

Really, if you have your health, and freedom; those make happiness that much sweeter. Having your health, really makes life enjoyable. Having your health, and having your freedom, is where the sweet spots are going to be.

Doesn’t matter how fancy the food looks, it still will come out of your butt, looking like crap. It may not even smell better. You should eat good food, however, those fancy meals are only so beneficial. You should eat healthy, and avoid junk food as that will add to your overall health. You should avoid alcohol, drugs, and cigarettes.

We all have pains in life, and really addictions are a result of having pain that we find difficult to process, or let go of. That leads to addictions, to things that reduce your health, or freedom. Really you should value your health, and freedom, as the holy grail. Anything that takes away from your health or freedom, is a bad thing.

People Should Play Fair

When people play fair, life is better for everyone. The real problem comes from when people do not play fairly with you, and reduce your health, or freedom. Doing both simultaneously will hurt your life in ways that will make you want to find a way to join some club; maybe club 27.

People that don’t play fair, suck. Despite your best efforts to play fair, seems some people will still try to destroy you. Seems violence is not an answer, but what is? Remember, that you loose nothing by being kind. However, when people take your freedom, or your health, that is not fair play. Seems talking with them, is something you can forget, they don’t listen.

You Can Keep Dreaming

It doesn’t do much good to dream of the day when you have your freedom, or your health. If you have lost either of those, you are fucked. If you don’t have your health, you really don’t have much of anything. Still, you can find some happiness in the suffering; if you find you can endure being a masochist. It may not be much fun, as a matter of a fact, it may suck eggs. Still, what can a person do about it? Health once gone, is gone for good. Things like mental illness are not temporary; but a death sentence. So you want to avoid those kinds of things. You can try to make the best of it, if such a thing is possible.

Really having your freedom, and your health make life more successful. Once they start drugging you, or taking your freedom; life will suck. Seems, you can not fight back to control the situation, or your life. The only real solution is to get sick and die. The only solution is to remove what they want, which is control, and power over you.

So find happiness in what you can, learn to enjoy the things that you can find happiness in. Good music, good coffee, and good cigarettes. If you have no company, or anyone to confide in, learn to write. There will at least be a record of the abuse you went through.

Tyranny

This world, seems to function poorly on tyranny. As we can see from the way things are falling apart, this system doesn’t work. Abuse is abuse. We shouldn’t tolerate the kind of abuse that is taking place in this world. Seems, the whole human race is in cahoots with each other, to what end?

Something really has to be done about these problems. But what? Violence doesn’t work, and only causes more trouble than it is worth. Really, we are going to have to take these matters up with God, and see to it there is justice for the crimes against us. When no one cares about you, and no one will help, that leaves the only solution to be in the hands of God.

Endure what you must, and let it make you stronger. Life sucks, death sucks, and people suck. Sometimes you are better off being alone. Look and search for those who understand. Be careful who you trust, there are no friends here. Know your family well.