Some Thoughts About Today. . .

Some Thoughts About Today. . .

Been thinking, Not In Any Exact Order!

The Problem:

Life seems complex. Everything has some cost, either in time, money, or pain. Sometimes one or more of them. Very rarely does someone pay you for nothing. Seems Medium gets my money regardless if I write or not; and no one is reading my work.

Wish that quality work paid something. I’ve got 1TB of good data. Or there about. Too bad it all isn’t worth something. The last few days, I’ve seriously considered to wipe everything and walk away. I’ve done that before. I regretted it too. Talk me out of it?

Life The Ride

Seems there is no way off this ride of life. I have tried to free people’s minds; however, their programming lacks the intelligence to understand. They don’t understand what I’m talking about, or understand what it means. Pity. Really wanted people to wake up, and listen.

If quality work was worth anything, I would be wealthy. Seems, I’m not able to make people care, and would be better off showing my work to the dogs. These cats, don’t give a damn. Pity.

I’m bored, and lonely in extreme ways. The isolation, has worn me down, and they have tried to break my spirit. They use neglect, indifference, abuse that is stonewalling, silent treatment, gas lighting, and isolation; combined with a form of fusion; these weapons of warfare have nearly destroyed me.

No one seems to care? What is the price for failure? In the event I were to fail, what is the price that would be paid? Would I be able to endure it? If the answer is no, there is no room for failure. Regardless of anything else.

One must align their attitude with their priorities. And have a clear idea of what their priorities really are. I’ve tried talking with people about them, seems no one gives a shit, and really one must wonder, if they are good priorities?

No One To Talk With

The isolation, neglect, indifference; have all taken a heavy toll on me. Still, I’m going to do everything that I can to achieve good results. In the event I fail, even after having put this effort into it, then at least I know that I did everything I could have done, and simply not all failure is earned. It certainly wasn’t because I didn’t care. It wasn’t because I didn’t put my heart and soul into it. It was because they didn’t want me to win. The only thing that really could stop me is fate. Even then, I have my questions about it. Obviously, the game was rigged before I was born?

The isolation has hurt me a great deal. It has left scars that are deep. No one cared. They saw the scars, but didn’t give a shit. Pity. People should care. The wounds we bled. People are not reading, and they act like they don’t give a damn. The neglect, and indifference; is enough to drive a man out of his mind. Why are people so ruthless?

We are all hurting? Likely. You can make a machine smart; however, it is almost impossible to make it care. Want life better for everyone. The way things are, love and kindness might become luxury goods in this world. That would be really truly awful. We want to avoid that from happening here. If people started to care, maybe it can be made better for everyone?

What Is Best?

Really in this world, I have to ask a question: “Are people programmed, or do they have freedom of thought?” There is conditioning on everyone, however if their minds are truly programmed, there is nothing that will break them from doing what they are programmed to do. You can not change the mind of a machine that is too stupid to understand the argument! It is pointless to argue with them, because they don’t understand the whole thing. I’ve tried to explain everything here, best I could. If you read everything I’ve written, you would understand perfectly. Seems, no one cares. Damn it.

Should in the event people have freedom of thought, and are this stupid; well, there is nothing I can do to help them. I’ve done what I could. There was a lot of problems getting to here. Many of them hurt me a great deal. I’ve spent the last year, laying on the sofa, like a warm sack of poo. Just now starting to recover from licking my wounds. I want to make life better for everyone. We want peace. No one seems to be listening. The fact, no one seems to care, is a sure sign of problems that require more than possible to overcome. How do you break the spirit of a machine?

Most people, can not think for themselves. And really, you have to wonder with the way things are right now, if it would even be a good idea? You would have to really give that some thought. If trained right, people could think for themselves. However, my thoughts are; people aren’t trained right for real freedom of thought. Because the way things are, is a problem.

We Want Peace

We want peace. We want good results. Nothing else will work. Do what you can to make life cool for other people in this world. Be kind, and care. Show people you care, and express interest in what other people are doing. Most of the wisdom in this world, is utter nonsense. Pay attention to the real truth.