A Lonely Spot

A Lonely Spot

I’m in here. Looking for peace. . .

The Problem:

I’m in a lonely spot these days. I’ve given up on a lot of hopes and dreams. Doesn’t seem like any of it is possible. My days seem like waiting for my death, and no one will miss me. It doesn’t feel like I’m wanted, or needed.

Everything depends on attitude, and how you look at problems. If you have problems. It has come to my attention, these may not be problems to solve, but a situation to accept.

Should I accept this, or fight it?

There is some difficulty in accepting the situation as it is. Maybe, if you're not able to make me feel less lonely, you can help me accept the situation for what it is, and deal with it in a way that is sensible? Anything is possible, not all things are probable. It seems if the situation can not be changed, then the only thing left to do, is accept it.

Really, I’m having a very difficult time accepting this situation. We want life to get better for everyone, myself included. Really something I’m passionate about is living a life that is worth living. It would be a terrible waste of life, to live a life, that wasn’t worth living. It has to have meaning, and purpose, and do something of value, and benefit the people we care about.

Goals And Thoughts

My goal is for people to be happy that I’m living. The way things are right now, it doesn’t feel that anyone is happy that I live. Would really like to change that. However, the way things have been, my efforts to change that problem, have all failed. So is the only thing that I can do is accept the situation, and live on?

Doesn’t seem like a worthy life to live. Does it? Is it? What makes life worth living? Having family and friends, and having security of existing with a quality life. Many today lack that basic security. And yet, if you have your health, everything is possible to you. When you don’t have your health, or your freedom, then your life lacks the basic quality that makes life worth living. I’m talking about the quality. Not life itself. The basic qualities have to be present, that make life worth living for.

Existence VS Living

There are people in this world, that live like warm sacks of poo. That isn’t living, that is an existence. But is existing like that, a worthy life to live? Is that the kind of life that people want to live? How are you living? Do you have your health, freedom, and some peace of mind? Maybe, you are living a lot better than I am. Yet, I have to ask the question, if I were to die right this second; would my life to this point, have been worthy of living? If the answer is no, then there are serious problems!! Because, I’ve tried to change it, doing everything that I can to make it better, and nothing works.

I’m not able to change my life, not able to make humans love me. People don’t really seem to listen, think, or care.

If you are not making life better for someone else, then you are wasting your time.

It feels like I’m wasting my time. Like I said, something I’m passionate about is making my life worth living. If I’m not making life better, then I’m not doing what I should be. And I find that a problem. However, in this world, it seems no one really wants me. What is true?

I’m in a lonely spot. And maybe it isn’t a problem to be fixed, maybe its a problem to be accepted. Yet, accepting that means that I’m not living a life worthy of living, and how can I reconcile that? Can you answer that?

You would think, my writing, my creative work, and my efforts in this life to be kind, and generous would have been seen as being welcome. Either people don’t understand them, or act like they could not care. The apathy in this world, is a problem to be fixed right quick. On the bounce. Fix that.

Solutions

Do what you can for other people to help them. That includes myself. It only really works when everyone has been accounted for and everyone is present. We have to have a working solution to these problems, that makes life worthy of living, and does a good job.

Bonus Stars

Do you see my points? Are they clear and concise? For me to be happy, people have to be happy that I’m living, and that I’m living a life that is worthy of living. There has to be some benefit to others in what I do, or I’m wasting my time. If thus far, this is not of benefit to others, then I have failed in whole. I want more than an existence, I want to live. I want other people to be able to live just as well. And rightfully so. It’s supposed to be fun, and enjoyable. Everything depends on what attitude you have about it. If it feels bad, then it is bad.

One persons junk, is someone else’s treasure. What people value changes over time. It may not have any value to these people living today; however, it may have some value to future generations. ?? What is true?