Value of Simple. Value of Enough.

Value of Simple. Value of Enough.

What has value to you?

Beautiful photo, isn’t it?

The hills looking silver, and glimmer.

The Problem:

Not all that sparkles is gold. You know? Sometimes, people want to feel better. Know that I do. We want peace, and love. Seems this world, has gotten tougher to navigate. We want to avoid, having love and kindness becoming luxury goods in life. Show someone you care. That is why I’m writing this. Because I care.

Some Tough Feelings

Seems, a lot of people; have ghosted me, for a long time. And most of the people, that I once knew, don’t talk with me. They don’t seem to give a shit about me. They are however, friends with my sister. Ouch! That stings.

Seems, even my sister is ghosting me. To be honest, it feels like they want me to die. The treatment, is NOT how you do someone, that you want to live. Maybe, just perhaps; I’m stubborn.

What is true?

Maybe, it isn’t about me? Some of it may be where they are at. Maybe, they are not good with dealing with things, and have no ability to be reasonable? Or to control themselves, when facing the tough feelings.

I looked this article up. Read it. Thought about it. Maybe, I’m the problem? Seems that the world, has gotten so bad, it feels like everyone is ghosting me. And after enough people, ghost you; it makes a person feel hated.

If they want me to change, tell me so. Don’t punish me, and not tell me why I’m being punished. That doesn’t make a lick of sense. How am I supposed to know why I’m being ghosted, when no one will tell me?

I’m tired of feeling hated by everyone. Doesn’t feel like they value me. Or want me. And if it were true, they wanted my company; they would find a way to spend some time with me. They don’t. Thus, I’m going to start seeking less of their answers or enlightenment. I still wish them good. At this point, it just feels like I’m not wanted, or needed.

Hence, I’m going to keep to myself. Not interested in fake people, that don’t have much going for them. There are a lot of acquaintances here. However, there are no real friends in this world. Seems everyone is some stranger in this world, like a whole lot of warm sacks of shit, trying not to bump into each other.

Thoughts About Simplicity

Life should be simple. However, it shouldn’t be made too simple. There is a difference, between simple and practical; and going over board on being unbalanced.

These people that are reciting the virtues of minimalism, should think about being reduced to being set floating around a center point, and just going around in circles for a while. They would get tired of that after a while. However, if that was all there is, you would want to make good use of your time. Maybe God could use that time, to have a conversation with you?

You want to make good use of your time. Right = ?

Talked with someone today (bless her for talking with me.) . She asked what I’ve been up to. My response was that I was just existing. Not really doing much. She seemed to think, that is how life should be. What I didn’t tell her, and wanted to; is it feels like I’m living like zombie cat shit. How simple should things be?

Simple is good. If it is practical. However, when a person longs for a conversation, that makes them feel better, and they aren’t able to get that from anyone. And, everyone is ghosting you. Makes a person want to die.

Would that be attempted murder on their part? It sure feels like it. It feels like, the human race; has some problems right now.

Everyone is fighting a difficult battle.

We want peace. We want love. We want kindness. To get that, we have to be kind. We have to be peaceful. We have to have inner peace. When people set out to destroy your inner peace, and then ghost you; like that is a pretty serious problem. I wish, they would talk with me. You know? Spend some time with me.

I wish them well, I really do. I want everyone to be happy. Not because they feel compelled to out of duty, but because they are really actually happy. Tired of the way; people fake the smiles, and the tone of their voice; tells a whole different story. If your not happy, then don’t fake the smiles, and say everything is okay. Because that isn’t being honest. Someone has to speak up about this stuff. We all need to have a long conversation.

Thoughts!

Want to make good use of my time. Want to be creative, and make something that brings people some real happiness. Really, want life better for everyone.. The way things are, I’m not doing much. I’ve spent the last year, laying on the sofa, like a warm sack of poo. That is not very productive. That isn’t creating anything, or making life better for everyone.

It has given me ample time to think about life. Hence, these stories.

If your not helping make someone else’s life better, than you are wasting your time. And I’ve said this before, and I will say it again: “Want life better for everyone.” So if people continue to ghost me, and treat me like I don’t matter; they aren’t helping me, do what needs done. And that is just sad.

That is creating, some sick double bind; that is a no win situation. We want a situation, that is win / win. Where, no one has to loose. That would really, be best for everyone. Right = ? If you can think, win / win. Then we are working together. If everyone is out for win / loose; and only one person can win, that is bad for everyone else. We want everyone to be able to feel like they won; and come out of this nasty nightmare of a world, feeling better.

Some of the stuff that I really value, are family and friends. Wanted to be liked, and useful. Wanted to be productive, and make a difference in other people’s lives. That is a good thing right = ?

Conclusion

We want people to be able to live. Not just exist, but really live. If you are just existing, you might be alive, but you're not living. There are things, worse than death; and my feelings are, that wasting your life; is one of them.