Tuesday’s Socks

Written By A Real Person

Tuesday’s Socks

It is Thursday And the socks have sat for two days.

Truth

There is something about socks. I’m really very picky about my socks. I change them everyday, and do laundry on Friday nights. I keep them paired after I wear them, and make sure that everything that goes into the washer, all comes back out.

That isn’t the point of this article. My point is going to be about how birds of a feather, will flock together. Seems to me, everyone these days; they all seem to have some niche that they enjoy, or are working at to make money.

After reading an article yesterday about the need to build traction, and see results over time; I’ve been thinking that it has been five or six years that I’ve been working on this stuff, and no real results have come from my efforts.

The first few years, I was highly motivated, and was working my butt off, everyday of the week. Now, after some serious setbacks I’ve struggled to find peace of mind, and being creative with my work.

Seems to be, that I’m not like most of the birds that are flying around these days. A person would have to wonder, if maybe they aren’t a bird at all. If I am a bird, I’m a rare breed. Seems we don’t mate well in captivity.

Seems people are very interesting in having a niche. Something that they specialize in, and that they do all very well. I’ve avoided those things, in a lot of ways. My needs are different, and my tastes are too varied to put into a box and try to classify them into just one narrow topic.

Maybe, that is a lot of the problem; that has kept me from finding that traction that I was looking for to build my future work on. Seems the position that I’m in now, is that I’m going to have to build my work, regardless of support, or feedback.

It feels like there is not a friend in the world. I’ve been seriously isolated, a long time. The isolation has bad effects on a person’s self esteem, and confidence. Really was hoping for some good feedback about the work I’ve been doing, and base some of my future choices, on what people liked about my work.

Seems that isn’t going to happen for me. Will it? I need a friend, that will take the time to read what I’ve written, and worked on, and give some good feedback on my efforts. Will you do that for me? I would really appreciate it.

That would mean a lot to me. It really would. It feels like I’m at the end of a rope these days; and hanging on by a thread. Want to get back to doing something good with my time, energy, and effort.

Birds Of A Feather

Seems, birds of a feather, will flock together. I’m looking for somewhere that I can fit in with others, and not be a total killjoy to those around me.

Feels like everything on my blog here at After A Fashion smells like Tuesday’s socks on a Thursday. Does it? Maybe, it all need to be re-written and do a load of laundry with it? I would hate to take it all down for good.

See if your the kind of bird, that could find some company with me, I might be a good tree to perch in?

My Work

My work, is meant to be viewed as a whole. The books, the videos, the blog posts, and my journals. Should all be viewed as a whole picture. You should check it all out. It is the only way to understand it.