Personality And Freewill
Written By A Real Person
Personality And Freewill
How does this work?
The Problem:
My question pertains to having personality, and if having such is proof of freewill? Seems they want to obliterate my personality and leave me a warm sack of poo.
Thoughts
A person should have some personality. Is having personality proof of freewill, and if so; how does that work exactly? It feels like the only thing they want from me, is a puppet, and a warm sack of poo.
Want to be more than that. It would be really nice, if I could be allowed to exist, and be myself. Doesn’t feel like anyone wants me, not for me.
Want to be able to live well. And have a good life.
Feelings
Doesn’t feel like there is much real personality left in me. Maybe, I’m nothing at this point. The meds PSI has me on, makes life feel like a living death, and zombie cat shit of an existence. I’ve laid on the sofa, like a warm sack of poo, for the last 1.5 years. No one else, seems to be bothered by this.
Wanted life better than this.