Bits In The Ether

Written By A Real Person

Bits In The Ether

This is going nowhere, fast.

Only Heaven Knows For Sure

Want life better, and right quick. Seems a lifestyle change, isn’t likely. Maybe I’m counting my stars, in the hopes of Death By Rock And Roll? There is only so much, a person can endure. Seems things should have changed by now. And it feels, no closer to being at the end of the matter.

Things seem to just go on, and on. Like the universe. It just seems infinite. And really; people don’t seem to grasp those ideas very well. I’ve tried to wrap my mind around it; often many times. It is up there, with knowledge that is too deep for mortals to grasp.

And really; you have to be a little off your rocker to get the gist of it. If your still wearing your hair from the 1940’s, you might not be able to even think about wrapping your mind around the problems. It is some deep goo.

I’m bored. It is late. Waiting for an exit from this world, to some other world. Hopefully it will be possible to make a smooth transition, and the journey is not too brutal. One can hope. With the way it feels I’ve been brutalized, my hopes are that the trip will be smoother than my life has been. It’s been rough going.

Isolation wears on you. Unless you are a robot, that doesn’t feel any different under isolation than with people; maybe you don’t care about when other people feel that sting?

Looking for something that makes me feel comfort, that feels like comfort. And, really need some relief that feels like relief. They say: “Money doesn’t buy happiness.” And really I’m not sure what emotion is appropriate under the given situation.

Should I feel happy, or sad about the way the world is? If you act happy when everyone else is sad, they don’t like that. And if you’re sad when everyone else is happy; they will drug you stupid for that.

What is really appropriate under the given situations? Some people, are happy, and some people are sad. Some people seem to have more on their plates, than a short order cook for an army. And really who can keep it all together, and keep it all straight? I’ve often said:

“Always pick the hot knife over the hot mess.”

And Taylor Swift has some good advice, about never taking advise from someone that is falling apart. I’m really curious, if that is good advice? Sounds like something sound to me. Whom knows? Somethings are only known by the heavens.

What I Want

Want for people to be happy that I live. To do that, I have to make their lives, a little more bearable. And how can such a thing, be done; when no one really wants to talk with you? Seems a tough job. I can write, I can think.

I could write you an email. If there is some joy to be had from such things. These days; most people don’t really read much. They seem just too distracted, to really think about anything. Seems the attention spans of people in this world, is really, very low. Don’t blink. They might change their minds.

Seriously. Want to brighten your day a little. Give you something to be happy about. There are some joys in life to be had. If you know where to look. Sometimes, you can climb a rock; or climb under a rock and hide.

Sometimes, you can climb a rock, and hide way up there with the eagles. However, I have rules about stuff like that. You don’t want to fly to high, or stay too low. Fly too low, and you get all gunky. Fly too high, and someone will try to shoot you down. Sometimes, its best to stay in the middle.

Trying to find some comfort. Seems there is no bottle of pills that will do the job. The way things are, I’m way down in life. Been flying far too low. Need some kind of pick me up. Could really work with a conversation about some things that matter to me. Seems, it is difficult to come by.