Some Important Truth

Written By A Real Person

Some Important Truth

You Should Read This

The Problem:

People didn’t understand. Most people never really try to think different, or even to think outside the box much. I’ve been doing some thinking about this problem, and solutions to it.

Building Stuff

I’ve always very likely kept this to myself. There may be places that I’ve alluded to it, they are however forgotten. I will make it plain.

I’ve always been fascinated with things that when built, after running their cycles, will have built something else, that is better than what you started with. I guess to a simple person, you would explain it as building a lathe.

Think about this. If the world, was simply a big lathe, that was building a new world, that in itself would be really very cool. If that new world, was even better than this world, then it would have been a huge project.

What do you think? Does that make sense? Things that when built, build something else to perfection, and fully functional. That in itself is a pretty neat idea. Can you wrap your head around that idea?

Some Other Thoughts

I’ve been thinking about where the current problem is. Truth is, I want to be loved, respected, and trusted. Everything depends on what people value. Seems to me, the people here only care, that you fit into their box, and want nothing else.

I’ve spent years, very likely going on some twenty years, learning how to think outside the box of the small minded conformists; why? To come up with ideas, that they could never dream of having.

The Problem With That

The problem with that, is it seems they would rather that I die a failure, then do better than them. They don’t see genius in me. They treat me like I’m nothing special, and neither smart, or intelligent.

To be honest, I’m not sure what they see in me. It’s not genius. Have to wonder, if they would really know good from bad? Seems they are intelligent, and thinking people. They don’t treat me like I’m worth their time. So I have to wonder, if that is because they aren’t able to see genius in me, or if the problem is really something about value?

They treat other people who create entertainment with high regard. They regard things that other people have done, that if it had been me that came up with those stories, I would have been shunned and told that I was stupid. However, when other people do it, and are successful, they like them, and their work.

So really is it that they hate me, and want me to fail so bad, that nothing I do will ever be regarded as being much? They don’t see genius in my work. I’m not sure what they do see in my work. Like I was saying, I’ve valued using thinking outside the box, and thinking different; as a way of life.

Seems to me, they don’t respect me for that. Or trust me for that. Pity. If they knew the effort that I put into it. And the amount of pain from thinking, that I’ve endured to accomplish it. You would think, that they would be impressed with that, and that alone, would have won their love, trust, and respect.

Seems to me, I’m going to die a failure. And, I think that in itself will make them very happy. Wanted people to be glad that I’m living, and take pleasure in my being around them. Seems, they could not be bothered.

Well, at least I know where I stand with them. If my projects were to see success, they would be able to enjoy the benefits, and they would say they always believed in me, and think well of me then. In the event that I fail, they will say they knew nothing good would ever come out of me, and they were right about me all along.

So it comes down to success. They didn’t see genius in me. Not sure what they did see. Not really sure, what their expectations of me where; maybe, they want a warm sack of poo?

Pity to think so little of someone. At that rate, I’ve likely far exceeded their expectations. Either that, or they think I’m a terrible failure. Doesn’t feel like they believe in me at all.

They didn’t know what it was, that I was doing. They never understood it, or took the time to understand exactly what I was doing with my life.

Need someone that sees the genius in me, and believes in me a little. I’ve had enough of being treated like I’m nothing to no one.