The Difference
The Difference
The Gap Between Lonely and Solitude
The Problem:
The difference between lonely, and Solitude is a huge gap. People only understand from their own perspective, and trying to explain it; is very difficult.
Solutions
I will use an analogy to explain it to you. You were given a choice, between the blue pill, and the red pill. Some of you, will only take the blue pill. And you will wake up some morning, and believe what ever they want you to believe. You won’t know the difference. And really, you don’t need to know more than that.
Solitude
An interesting thing I’ve noticed. The difference between, solitude, and being lonely; is peace. When you feel at peace with the way things are, being alone won’t bother you. And, when you have been hurt, or de-humanized, and having had your peace taken from you; that feeling of solitude; will turn into being lonely.
I’ve looked to the human race, to make me feel less lonely. I’ve been trying to go from lonely to feeling the solitude of being happy with not needing more support to be emotionally happy. Had looked to the human race, to make me feel loved, and wanted. Had really put a lot of trust in them.
Some of you, will only take the blue pill. And, really that is okay. It’s not my problem. At least, not now. It had been a problem, that I had placed as a burden upon myself to resolve.
The Wash
See I’m going to wash my socks. And absolve myself from this mess. After having done what could be done, it seems that all that could have been done, has been done. I’ve even gone, an extra mile or two. However, the ride is about to change, and you should make sure that your seat belts are securely fastened. It might be a rough ride. Doing laundry can be a tricky thing sometimes. The socks always come out of the washer. The dirt however, goes down the drain.
Does It Matter?
Unless your socks are labeled, then knowing which sock is the left, or right sock, and which pairs go together, is impossible to know. And really I’m not such a fascist jerk to really care, if the same socks are properly paired; and the right sock stays the right sock between pairs.
Sometimes, there might be two left socks paired together. Or not. It doesn’t really matter, because they were never labeled. And they still come out of the wash, all nice and clean.
Still, you keep the same kind of sock, together. That matters, only putting socks that are pairs together. Two odd socks, would never do. They have to be part of the same grouping. If you have eight pairs of socks, and they come in three flavors; then group the flavors together, and let it ride on the wind. You know = ?
Some Humor
See the real problem is, my socks don’t give a shit about how they get paired. As long as none of them, are lost, or forgotten; then they are just as well going for rides in my boots. You don’t want to be my socks. That is a tough job. The sheep don’t know how I wear my socks in my boots. And really the wool has been taken from the sheep to keep my feet cool in the summer, and warm in the winter.
I wouldn’t let them pull the wool over my eyes, but more than happy to put them on my feet. It is better that way. Still having socks, doesn’t make me feel any less lonely in the world. The socks do however get my company every day of the week. They are happy to know me, and grateful that I use them as they should be. I take good care of my stuff.
Absolve
I’m going to absolve myself from this mess. People, don’t listen, read, or think. And really it is pointless to argue with them about it. They never really understood the problem, or what to do about it. Seems to me, they are not able to wrap their mind around the problem. Maybe it is even true; that they don’t actually give a damn. It doesn’t matter to them, and thus, my problems were not treated fairly.
Will have to take the matter up with someone else. Want a lot more than money for the problems I’ve endured. It wasn’t about the socks. It might have done something to do with being the only one of my kind here. And when not paired with a suitable match, causes all kinds of problems so much more serious than two wrong socks. They never seem to learn.