Someone Tell Me. . .
Written By A Real Person
Someone Tell Me. . .
Looking for some peace of mind, and comfort
Time To Know
I’ve talked for years, about the problems. What I want to know and I have reason to believe; that the problem has been fixed, and all is well.
The Good News
In the event the problem has been fixed, all is well. The problem of having to live through, some unspeakable horrors has ended, and life will get better. In the event, that is really true, I can breath a sigh of relief, and have some comfort, and peace of mind again.
I won’t tell you, how horrible it was for a time longer than you could believe. The problem of living this life, and suffering something that is too terrible to speak of, should be over with. Those things, shouldn’t happen any more.
Is It True?
You can be sure, that Christopher will be a happy camper, in the event those things have completed, and won’t happen again. You will see a real change in my attitude, and behavior. I will go back to feeling better about myself, and life.
Maybe I can go forward and not feel like there is a war zone in my head. The whole thing, is far too complex to explain. You would never believe me, or understand it. It is enough to say; it was something very not pretty.
In the event this total crap is over with, then life will get better for everyone. And we will all be able to make up, and get along again. And the problems we have had, will become a distant memory. It is important to learn from things, and not make the same mistakes again.
And The Question Begs
In the event, it isn’t over, or will never be solved; they will never be able to make it up to me. And I would feel like I’ve been taken terrible advantage of, and been done so much wrong, that I can not believe; they would truly be so ruthless to do that to me. It would be too terrible to speak of. The scale of how wrong doing that to me, would be something that I will never be able to live with. Let alone, let go of.
Want Peace
Really want peace here. Want life to get better, and be worthy of living. Want everyone to have something good, that is worth having. And for everyone involved to be happy about it. That would be good, right = ?
Tired of the fact it seems that life goes in seasons of cycles, and there are some seasons that have been so awful to me, that no one would ever understand just how wrong what has been done to me, really is.
Want to put those things behind me, and move forward with something good. That is the only way to have peace of mind about this whole thing.
Like I said, I have reason to believe the problem has been fixed, and those things won’t happen to me this time, or ever again. My hopes, are that this is really true, and that I can start living my life again like a real person.
You wouldn’t believe me about what it’s been like. Like, you would have no idea of where to even begin. In the event it’s really over with, and life gets better, then I’m going to take a long vacation. I’ve worked my butt off.
Want some time off. To get this head of mine clear, and fixed up. And come back and have some real fun with all of you. Want to spend some time with people that I have missed, for a long time. That would be good.
Want A Good Day
Looking for some fun, that is safe and effective. I’ve been tired, and alone, for longer than most people would understand. Most people wouldn’t know, the problems that have been in my way; let alone understand them.
I’ve tried to explain them, it does however seem no one was able to understand them, or even talk about them. Seems they never knew, the whole story. Maybe someday they will know the full story, and what I went through to make it possible. Hope it is better than anyone would ever believe, and still be able to accept it as a stable reality.
Want good results. Only the best. Want peace, and love. It has been far too long, since there was a hug, or pat on the back from my efforts.
Not that I want extra special treatment, but some real affection would be in order. There are some people that have been very effective in helping, either deal with these things, or at least giving me the spit and vinegar to stick it out, and not give up.
I will say, it isn’t the kind of thing, just anyone would ever want to try doing. The whole thing, was on a scale of being very likely, some insane plan. They say that the difference between genius and insanity; is genius has limits. They also say the difference between genius and insanity is success.
To say that it is over with, and is a success; would mean, I’m not insane. Simply a genius that had more balls and courage, then most people would understand.