What A Tangled Web We Weave

What A Tangled Web We Weave

Seems Like, I’m Talking With Myself

The Problem:

Who am i supposed to talk with about this stuff? Seems, no one that is human, understands what I’m talking about. So it is a whole lot, like trying to talk with a deaf cat.

My efforts, feel futile. I’m not sure, if this project, is going to see success.

Want results, that work like they should. What I’m having problems with, is knowing if this project, is going to be successful. And, there is no one to talk with about this stuff right now.

In terms of scope, this is a big project. And will take very likely, more than one person to pull it off. And, there are things, that I’m not sure about right now. Because it doesn’t really feel like there is anyone that is on my side about these matters.

Does anyone care about me? Sometimes, it feels like there isn’t anyone in this world, that actually gives a shit. Maybe, that is something that I’m wrong about? Would really like to be wrong about that. It would be nice to find out; there are some people that want me around, and care about my needs. It would be really great to find out; that I’m not completely alone in this project.

Sometimes, with the way that I feel inside. It is difficult to make sense of some of the more difficult concepts that I’m working on. Not that I’m going to try to explain them here. Most people, have no idea what I’m talking about. And, most people, wouldn’t know where to start to figure it out.

Simple Is True

They say: “What is simple, is true.” I’ve been thinking a long time. This tangled web that has been weaved, is something that isn’t easy to understand. And really I have to wonder; what it boils down to, in a cosmic sense of the terms.

What is wanted, is simple to me. Trying to explain it; would be complex. And really you would have to know, a whole lot about the way things work to understand it all. And most people, wouldn’t get very far with it.

A short teaching that is perfect; is better than a long complex one. In the event, that you understood what is meant by that line, then maybe; you could begin to grasp, what I’m talking about.

How Fast?

When dealing with absurd amounts of time; it is best, to break them down into chunks that can be understood. Sometimes, it is necessary to think in terms of days, and weeks. And, other times; one must think in terms of century’s and eons. Sometimes, there is need to make progress at the speed that can be maintained for the entire journey.

Sometimes, and you would have to understand some other things to really understand what is meant by this: there is a saying: “Fast, is slow” You would have to understand what I mean by this statement, and not take it at face value. Because if you took the statement at face value; you would say, that it is an absurd statement.

Want results, that work like they should. A short project that is successful repeated often enough; would be a real success in the long run. And, really it is in my best interests to do what works for the long run for me personally.

So who can I really talk with about this stuff? Doesn’t seem to be anyone that understands what I’m talking about; or that can make sense of it. If you knew, the burdens that I have been under; or currently carry; my thoughts, are that you would have some compassion for me.

Wish that I could tell you what I want. Or how it should work. Seems these kinds of things, are not the stuff; that a person wants to leave to chance. It has to be perfect; and work like it should.

The Past

In the event, that this project works like its supposed to; then the past is like a diamond. It is perfect. And in the event that this project works like its supposed to; there is nothing that I would change about the past until the desired results are obtained.

What I’m going to do when this project is over, will depend on the results this project produces. Want good results, that work like they should. And really want someone to talk with me, about what I want.

A Short perfect teaching, is better than a long complex one. In the event that I understand the problems correctly; and this project works like it should. Then really there is no problem.

Want to know, if its going to work?