Life and Past Lives

Life and Past Lives

Going Forward

The Problem:

Understanding, comes in waves. When the confusion clears; what remains; is the truth.

What I know

I’m not going to list, my past lives. It doesn’t need to be hashed out. Those things, are in the past. I won’t tell you, who I was from long ago. What matters is that I’m alive now; and my life matters.

I’ve lived before. And, very likely will live again. The details aren’t the kind of things most people will understand. Most people have no recollection of the past, and most people lack the patience to search their souls for the information to know what their past lives have been.

I’ve had both the time, and patience to search my soul; to a very deep level. Most people wouldn’t understand what I’ve been doing with my time.

Someone once said to me:

When you understand something, you own it.

My goal has been to understand the problems, and the solutions to those problems. I’m to the point; that as long as I’m not delusional about these things; then I understand the problems really quite well.

My solutions to the problems, may require some creative thinking. Really if you understood the whole thing; you would have a tough time; wrapping your head around it. I have.

You personally may not like my solutions to these problems. That isn’t my problem. It is in my best interest, to do what works for me. Truth is that I have to care about myself, a whole lot. And, that means doing what works for me; and my long term best interests. That is what I’m interested in protecting.

Yeah, I’ve lived before. I’m an old soul. Much older, than you would understand. Unless you wrapped your head around it; you would never understand, just how long ago I started these projects.

Truth is, want peace here with these people. Want some love and affection too. Seems, they withhold the love, and affection from me; to punish me. That doesn’t seem correct, or fair.

In the event, you knew exactly who I have been in the past, a lot of things would make much more sense to you. You would understand why it is, that I feel like this. When you understand something complex; it becomes much more simple. I’ve done what I could; to give people a way to understand me; from a deeper perspective than a surface of the problems.

It has become clear to me; I see my work from past lives; present in today’s society. Of what I am aware of, it has become simple to me to understand it. The details about how it all works; will remain a mystery. People don’t need to understand it; and, they lack the fiber to really get it.