Let’s Call A Spade, A Spade

Let’s Call A Spade, A Spade

Get In, And Deal With It !!

The Problem:

Life deals the hands of the game. Sometimes, the cards being dealt, are not very good. What I can say is this: I’m not happy about the hands that I’ve been dealt the last twenty-two years.

I’m over that now. It has however, taken a heavy toll on me. Want to get moving, with growing, and learning to do better. How can a person grow, in a vacuum? See the problem?

This vacuum, holds me tight. Not like a lover, more like a prison. And I’m tired of the way this cage, makes me feel. Doesn’t seem to bother anyone but me. I honestly don’t know how people deal with that kind of stuff.

Do they not feel oppressed, and caged? Does it not bother you, to feel like that? What can be done? How does a person deal with that kind of feelings?

The isolation, makes me feel trapped. Feel trapped for long enough; and you want to escape the trap. Do you understand my point? Doesn’t feel like anyone listens to me about this stuff.

It’s enough to make a person go crazy. And the fact, no one will listen to me about this stuff, is enough to drive a person to losing their mind. What can be done about this stuff? I’m not getting the love, and affection that I must have. And it feels like this stuff, is going to be fatal to me.

Want peace with them. The way things are, this treatment, is vicious. It most certainly is ruthless. I am pretty sure, about that. How can they treat me like this, and get away with it? I want answers.