Want To Do Something With My Life

Want To Do Something With My Life

The way things are; a living death, isn’t living

The Problem:

Living like a zombie, is not a good lifestyle choice. I strongly advise against living like that. It isn’t the kind of stuff, you want to try out; even in the event you are tired of everything else.

Want Life Better

Seems like I’m waiting for my death. The way things are. Have to deal with it. Somehow, there should be a way to make life better. You would think, it’s possible.

Feelings come and go. However when the feelings have been around a long time; you come to expect them to happen. How does a person get out of those kinds of problems?

Working in a vacuum, is a problem. A person has to be able to escape the vacuum, before anything will change. And, I’ve been trying to set myself free from this damn vacuum, for a very long time.

Seems nothing works. People don’t care, or listen. They don’t read. That much, I’m pretty damn sure about. Feels like I’m wasting my life, and wasting my time. And, personally I would really rather do something with my life, than waste my life, and time.

People don’t seem to care. Not about me, as a person. They are all too busy to give a shit. And, I find that to be a problem. Want better results, than I’m currently getting. And, what can be done about it? Seems I’m not able to make other people care.

Not being able to make others care, is a problem. Doesn’t seem to matter what i do, or don’t do; no one will notice. Maybe it’s a problem with the internet? That could be. Most people have other things to do with their lives.

I would like to have better things to do with my life. Tired of wasting my life, and my time. Doesn’t seem to bother anyone but myself. Sick world we are living in these days. You would think, that people would care.

I care. Want to do something with my life. Want good results, that work for me. And, that is what matters to me. Having good results, that work.

Not able to change the minds of these people that don’t think, or listen.

And really what can a free man do in this world; to influnce the minds of mindless zombies? Doesn’t seem possible to make them think, read, or listen.

Find that to be a problem. And, I’m not sure how in the world to make it better. The way these people are, I’m not able to make them think about what I need them to consider.

Maybe this project is futile? It might be. Want good results. That work for me. This means people have to care a little bit. And they need to show some love and affection my way. Right now, there is a lack of love and affection. And go with that for too long, and you feel like you are unlovable. The world, doesn’t care.

Maybe, they only want warm sacks of poo, and puppets?