A Cause For Sorrow And Perhaps Real Happiness

A Cause For Sorrow And Perhaps Real Happiness

A Perplexing Quandary

The Problem:

A life that is not fulfilling isn’t much good. No matter how great life was made, in the event there was no one to share it with; it would be nearly useless.

Purpose

There is much that can be said about having good purpose in life. Really the way things are; many today seem to lack any real purpose in life.

In the long run, more than things like winning the lottery, or fame; there are long term goals that I have. These needs, have to be paid in full; before these issues can be resolved.

What would suffice? In the event that I was given five eons of time, to be healthy, wealthy, and wise, living my wildest fantasies; that would be a good start. Longer would be better. Really what we want is a system that is for the long haul, going into the future indefinitely.

I object to the lifestyle that has been forced upon me. In my opinion this is not living. It’s a living death. Not the life of my wildest fantasies. This life, is on par with a nightmare; that I want to wake up from.

What I want, is neither conventional, nor always safe. I’m usually not really happy unless there is some danger present. Sometimes in life; you need a thrill from life. Better than using recreational drugs, or having a drink; it needs to be something that gives you a real kick out of life.

The Real Serious Problem

Unless there is someone to share my life with, then it doesn’t matter how good things are; it would be of very little real value. I’ve been alone, and without love in my life; for much longer than I would like. Without a wife, or girlfriend; or any friends here; life doesn’t seem very useful.

There is no one to share my life with. Not in the sense of the life that I want for myself; or the life I’ve created for myself while enduring this living death. No one really seems to take an interest in me, or what I’m doing.

What good would paradise be; in the event there wasn’t family and friends to share it with? Right now; I don’t have what I need to make life worthy of being here.

The isolation; and lack of communication. Is a very serious problem. The lack of friends or family to share my work with me. They don’t take it seriously. It’s all treated like worthless trash.

And Really

They don’t get to hold the calculator for my self worth. They have tried to dictate my value to me. And it’s not really worked out very well. They don’t really listen, read, or think. It doesn’t feel like we communicate very well.

Isolation

The isolation, is really a cause for sorrow. With no one to share my value with; and no one that understands what it means; and, no way to communicate with them; it makes life unpleasant.

Humans Debt

The human race is in debt. The treatment and the way things are; have not been real good. I’m willing to chalk it up; as training; granted that I get what I want out of life. The truth is; I see good in some of what they want. And what is more; granted that I get what I want; they should also have what they want. We can have it all; and all benefit from the rewards.

We need a system, that is whole; and works like it should. There is need for a home world; with its own universe that is perfect; and, a universe made to play in; that doesn’t affect the home.