Something has to change. . .

Something has to change. . .

Working to make progress.

The Problem:

I’ve not yet seen real results. Waiting for the miracle to happen here. The way this life has been; you wouldn’t understand it. Most people have no point of reference to know what I’m talking about.

It’s been brutal. To say the least. Wish I had someone to talk with me. It feels like asking to have someone to spend time with me; is asking for far too much from my mortal family. That is not how it should be.

The world has some problems. I’m not able to make people listen. Seems they have selective hearing. Nothing that I can do about that. Wish that I could reach their hearts and minds. It might be a lot of good.

Want results, that work for me. Right now, so much is broken. Feeling like, damn it. Want good results. Want to see my efforts be rewarded. I’ve been working my butt off. You might be able to understand that.

Someone needs to talk with me. Nothing much really happens in a vacuum. It’s suffocating here. This living death. Damn zombie shit. It’s sick. No one really gives a damn. They don’t listen to me about nothing.

They don’t actually read me. That might be some of the problem. I’m not sure what people do with their time. I don’t actually know. Or understand how humans, live like they do. It’s a mystery to me.

Want someone to spend time with me. I would feel a lot better, if there was some mutual love, trust, and respect in my life. Everyone needs those basic things, to feel good about themselves. Without those things, life is brutal.

Want life better for everyone. And, that matters to me. Want good results that work for me. No one to talk with about this stuff. damn it.

Want peace with them. Feeling like, the way things are. Sometimes this seriously feels like they wage warfare upon me. I don’t understand it. I’m not even sure why they do what they do. First rule is don’t try to understand them. Most the time, they aren’t making a lot of sense.

Feeling like the way things are. Want love in my life. Want someone to spend time with me. That matters. I want to be loved. For being myself. Not because I’m some warm sack of poo. Want better than that.

Isolation does some screwed up things to a person. Nothing that I can do about this nonsense. They don’t listen to me. Feeling like someone in this world, should have given a damn about me. Want good results.

No one to talk with about the results that I want. And most people wouldn’t understand it in the true sense of what I’m talking about. My message might only resonate with 5% of the population.

I’ve been looking for them. Would really like to find my audience, and being able to talk with them, in good ways. That would help a lot.

Looking for Macintosh users, that have desktops or laptops. Those are the people that I want to connect with. I have things you should see.

My websites are coming along very nicely. You should check them out. You might like them, a lot. I’ve worked my butt off on these things. Someone should care about the work I’ve done. I do good work.

I’ve a lot to offer the correct people. Check my work out. See what you think of my work. Let me know. I would love to hear from you. That would make my day a lot better.

Hope you have a great day.

Kindly,

Ctopher